Sunday, March 6, 2011

I Beat Anorexia!

I beat anorexia and I am glad I did!
It nearly claimed my life.


You see, initially it seemed great and
even exciting to keep my eating
in absolute control.
I had binged before.
So to see myself in control of eating
was to say the least, cool.


I was born with a tendency to be fat
at the slightest overeating.
When excess weight became a problem,
I had to look for ways to keep trim.
A thin thin thin figure became my 
sweet dream.
You were beautiful to me if you were thin.
And I wanted that desperately.


That was the beginning of my anorexia romance.
Daily, I ate very little or nothing.
I exercised hard daily.
I had all manner of symptoms.
But I knew nothing about anorexia
so I never thought the pains in my heart
had anything to do with my starvation process.


Well, until I had a terrible crisis.
For days I could not sleep a wink.
My head was pounding. My temperature was very high.
I could not eat.
I threw up anything I ate.
My legs could not even support my thin frame. 
I begged to live.
God helped me.


I had a simple solution to recovery.

It's been over five years now.
I live a healthy life.
And I am happy.
Life is good and you are the only one
with the most ability to take care of your body.
Do it well.
Learn how here.



Saturday, March 5, 2011

Anerexia Nearly Killed Me!

Anerexia nearly killed me.
Anerexia is the same as anorexia
or anorexia nervosa.
It is an eating disorder.

Before I had a crisis that nearly claimed
my life, I had practiced anerexia as a lifestyle.

I hated my body.
I wanted to be thinner than thin.
A look at the mirror always revealed a fat me to me.
Friends and family always said I was too thin.

I thought they were just flattering me.
Food was an enemy I had to deal with.
I would eat very very little or nothing daily.
Weighing myself or using the tapes to measure
my body parts were a regular.

Vigorous exercise was another obsession.
I had a tough exercise regimen I followed daily.

Health breakdowns were a regular for me.
The rest of the symptoms I had that should
have alarmed me, didn't.

From dizziness to headaches, pins and needles,
heart pains, irregular heartbeats, irregular periods,
irritability, frustration, brain fog, sleeplessness,
hair loss, brittle nails and bones and more, were conditions
I had to live with.

I sure thought I had control over my anerexia lifestyle.
Again, I couldn't link the above problems and conditions
to my suicidal lifestyle of not eating.

You are sure welcome to my blog.

Please come again.
You'll get to know why many girls
and women are victims of anerexia.
And of course, what you could do to help
them.

My name is Chin.

Maybe, like me (then), you are living
with this lifestyle.
Or you have stories to tell on this.
You are again welcome, anyhow...